one thing at a time

i've decided that a really big problem i have is that i have so many things/issues i need to deal with on a daily basis..but..i can only really do one thing at a time. the issue that i need to focus on the most is my depression. the medication really helps but i still have to monitor my thoughts constantly so it is still a lot of work to stay up..so the other issues like my eating, my relationship with god, and my growth as a person all have to split the little bit of time and energy that i have for me. let's face it..there is almost no time for me! that makes all this even harder..yesterday all i wanted to do was say forget it and go hide for the evening and just not think...but i took a deep breath and faced the evening and all my mom and wife duties hopefully writing all this down will help me stay focused and less stressed. i love god, me, and my family

ego v soul

okay..ego a little far ahead yesterday..still having a hard time getting soul first even though have been pretty good about soul winning...hummm...going to keep being dilligent...keep fighting...lol...just like every day..even when my soul is on top it is still a fight to stay there..it's a lot like depression..hummm interesting..